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Him and Her"Hello, Trouble." she grinned as he entered.
Surprise showed on his face but delight shined through it as he dropped his belongings and moved towards her.
His pace wasn’t fast but full of purpose and, even though she turned away, she wanted him to catch her.
He filled his hand with hers and twirled her to face him, picking her up swiftly.
She made little noises of protest but she gripped him tightly as though he was as essential to her as the oxygen she breathed.
His eyes showed her he felt the same.
Their foreheads touched lightly as if they were about to kiss.
He rearranged his grip suddenly and she yelped as his hand touched her unexpectedly.
Her hand lightly bashed against his chest and he promptly dropped her.
Her feet touched ground first, thankfully, and she laughed.
He now wore her cheeky grin.
They were simply happy.
Her breath caught as eye contact was re-established and the feelings in their eyes changed.
Pupils enlarged and gazes sharpening.
He bent down and they fina
Him and Her"Are you interested at all?" she queried.
He looked away, pretending he was paying attention to something else…anything else.
She was determined though.
His answer wasn’t what she was looking for though.
She narrowed her eyes and anything he said automatically sounded stupid.
He knew it too.
He wanted her.
She wanted him.
But he was a mess and he knew it.
He didn’t want to hurt her.
He wanted her to understand.
She did but it still hurt anyway.
They weren’t happy.
But they were friends.
“What if I found someone else?” she smiled with her lips but not with her eyes.
He looked hurt; almost broken.
She nodded in agreement and walked away, not looking back.
They were still friends.
But things had changed.
Him and Her"You’re sexy when you’re angry," she said quietly, her hands on his shoulders and her lips in his ear, "I kinda want to jump you."
He gasped in surprise as he turned away from his computer and looked up at her.
His game forgotten.
She smiled cheekily and squeezed his shoulders before letting go and walking away.
He stuttered, words of disbelief pouring out of his mouth.
She sat on the couch and acted innocent; as if she would never say such a thing.
He was at a loss for words.
She bit her lip trying to stop a grin, her eyes never leaving his.
He turned back to the computer and her smile disappeared, returning moments later as he switched it off.
She relaxed into the couch, turning to the side and putting her legs up.
He moved towards her.
Lust filled his eyes.
“If only we were in a relationship,” she chuckled.
He groaned and she grinned.
He wasn’t getting any.
Not from her.
Only in a CageIt's like I've broken both my wings,
But you, you can still fly.
It's all unspoken yet you still sing,
A question in your eye.
You didn't know while I was falling,
Nor do I wonder why.
I fell like the words you were calling.
Hollow. Broken. A lie.
Label IssuesSometimes I feel like I’m your doting older sister.
Sometimes it’s like I’m your annoying little sister.
Sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t flirt with you.
Other times I think I flirt too little.
Sometimes I feel like we’re close friends.
Other times like we’re complete strangers.
Sometimes I feel like I talk to you too much.
Sometimes, maybe, not enough...
Sometimes I don’t think of you.
Sometimes I do.
Sometimes I hate you (haha).
And sometimes I think I love you.
And literally everything in
between all of those…
I don’t know what
you are to me.
You don’t fit
Dear Friend,Against the logic in my head,
I think my heart picked you.
So many options in your stead.
Somewhere, somehow, I lost you.
Without you, there's this feeling of dread.
That's nothing compared to with you.
On a sandwich we'd be pieces of bread.
Together then apart we grew.
"Go with your heart", they've always said.
But I really do miss you.
I think this time I'll pick my head.
And continue on without you.
I think of 'you'Peering out my window, noticing, the lilac bush in full bloom.
Picking up one of the soft petals
and raising it to my nose;
the air is 'warm'
the fragrance sweet...
I think of 'you'.
The day is lazy.
Soft music comes drifting by my window
from the house down the road.
I notice the gentle hum of the queen bee
as she feeds off the flowers,
and the soothing monotony of the crickets song.
I am so 'aware' - of 'life' taking place...
I think of 'you'.
The cemetery's aglow, with bright flowers,
and fresh, young graves...
I walk, down the mental paths of my mind;
the sun, shining warmly upon my hair, and face.
The birds, ask and answer - the sweet questions
only 'they' understand; as, I walk.
And the tomb stones, look back at me
introducing themselves by name,
welcoming, my company;
'offering', perfumed fragrant gifts
as a symbol of life...
Lifting one, to my nose.
Smelling it's gentle fragrance, and touching it's soft
EnvisionIn my thoughts I'd 'hope' for you....
I wish we could have been...
I'd close my eyes and see in my mind
an ever so sweet envision.
The truth had come to me too late;
though looking back in the blue
the feelings stir, inside me again,
the beautiful ways in which I'd seen you...
I was as a mountain
peaked, with soft white snow;
til the Spring of 'you', came into my life;
then gentle waters flowed....
And went with me
through valleys and streams
of my life, I'd never seen before.
Our differing ways, just intensified
to show me more.
I learned a whole new world of 'me'
things, you already knew...
Of the sun in the sky
it's effect to warm.
You 'showed me' the sky of blue.
I learned of the birth of flowers
as they opened, to the dawn.
I knew then what it was to smile.
You taught me, and then you'd gone.
And slowly I looked about me
at everything that you 'were'.
All the beautiful things
of which, together; helped me
to paint your picture.
Then I understood - and felt the wa
Serenity's AngelI am she, Serenity...
Thou knowest not my beauty.
But if ye sought the face of the Lord
surely, I would come to thee.
My wings are bound and chained
to fly, only, unto the sincere;
whom have searched with the angels
of Patience, and Mercy; and Truth,
for the key to my seal.
I reside not, in the halls of vexation,
nor do I neighbor with wrath.
I know only the ways, of love and justice
and all they of whom, such qualities hath.
I flyest through the beginings
unto the ends of the earth; my candle
an eternal flame.
Given to me of the Lord
SEEK HIS FACE
and share my name.
Closed DoorsLeave me alone
Let me lose
Myself in the ocean
Where I will be
Let me stay
Away from the clock
Of our days.
Of the reality
Waiting for me
With a knife.
I don’t want
To leave behind
The best years
Of my life.
What I like
Fades it out.
Soon will be
Dust these words
In your memory.
Internal FireThis day will remain until the end
The time will dry and wilt
Soon the dawn will break
I will be remembering how I felt
My fragile soul will eventually shatter
And with ash I will be surrounded
From the flame that is burning within me
punishing me for what I have hounded
Sleepless nights have gotten under my skin
I am becoming thin and pale
My lips can hardly stretch for a smile
I am tired
I am frail
The sun no longer gives me warmth.
The moon cannot help me breathe.
My soul is departing,
I am ceasing to be.
Finger TipsTake my hand, and let us fly
We both know you are not shy,
Just scared of rejection
I, too, lack affection.
Though I would never use you
To fill holes no one can view.
So, are you ready yet?
Please, my dear, do not fret.
Let me take you far away
As to help you make your day.
No harm is intended
For hate here is ended.
You deserve only the best
Not because you need a rest,
Since time is drawing signs
Guiding me to your lines.
Watching the RainI have this strange feeling
in my stomach, knots are twisting
my heart is doing its revealing
but somehow I'm not existing.
I am stuck within a lonely room
listening to the drops of heavy rain
clinging to my skin is a deep gloom
happiness is not something I can feign.
Like the rain, the solitude persists
I am being left behind again and again
all I can do is tightly clench my fists
will I be forever stuck in the rain?
The sun might not break through
I need the light to grace my skin
and it will be unlike anything I knew
perhaps I might even be able to grin.
Until then, I'll watch the rain from my view
and these vicious knots will get tighter
waiting eagerly for the sun to become anew
but thank goodness I'm a fighter.
Saving HerSave yourself, because I can't save you.
You are drowning in your own sorrows,
Lungs burning with the need for air.
Your wrists feel numb,
inviting you to cut deeper.
You pull your hair out,
Scream into your pillow at night.
You have stomach ulcers,
Light one cigarette after another.
You look in the mirror and see the ghost you have become,
Sickly smile at yourself.
You give your body freely,
Even if you hate it.
You lift your chin high,
But let your heart drag on the ground,
Kicking stones away,
While tripping in your mind.
Falling, you laugh.
Not even bracing for impact.
-:A Liar:-I never should have tried it.
I knew it wasn't good.
I never should have touched it.
I never understood.
It soothed, it healed, it lied.
An overall quick fix.
Addictive, deceptive, dangerous.
It gave me little kicks.
I knew it wouldn't hurt,
to have one little puff.
I didn't know how wrong I was,
but now I know enough.
It took away the pain.
It took away the fear.
I mimic its deceptive ways;
and smile as though all is clear.
It took away the anxiety.
Left a liar in its wake.
I stole, I choked, I smoked;
my biggest, most regretted mistake.
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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